...was interesting. finally (and i do mean fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinally) got over an issue id issue id been struggling with for a very long time. hopefully it wont be a problem ever again (and it hasnt).

i miss xanga. i like it here. ive had good memories (and good memories of bad memories). hah

oh well.

(i want to put 'x' here... but i dont know if im allowed to be that person anymore. ... ... ...dunno.)

decided to go to NY once again, this time for matthews graduation.

could be interesting...

x

recap-

work

family night (which was lovely. icecream, pizza, movie)

drive to friends house where everyones wasted (start drinking within moderation)

after some time drive to waffle house where we're suppose to meet more people

we lose half our group on the way there- they dont explain why they left

when the others get to the waffle house it turns into a HUGE drama fest outside, while we're inside, and ends with someone literally running off. just- off. just to get away.

me and another concerned friend track down (about 4 miles away) this friend and try to get him to come with us but we cant coax him

go back to the guys apartment and wait for him (while answering drama calls of concerned/angry other friends)

running-man arrives, more exhausted drama ensues and they take him to get his car which is somewhere else

and the morning (yes, no sleep yet, 7:11AM) ends with me taking a girl i dont know to get mcdonalds/to HER car.

hah. woof.

i think itll be a while before i write again. im not in the mood anymore.

"what am i suppose to say when im choked up and youre okay,

what am i suppose to do when the best part of me was always you,

im falling to pieces, im falling to pieces"

/\ The Script.